| It's 5:30 AM, and I thought I'd write. Last night I went to Tim's, got drunk, and discussed women/video games. My question is,"Does everyone get jaded and start caring only about impressing themselves with what they can make the opposite sex do by denying them sex, companionship, ect. or do some people still believe in relationships that are what you see in movies, but less dramatic?" Tonight I went down to Proctorville for the Sam Goody farewell party. I drank but I didn't get a buzz. I think I may drink too much. Matt found it amusing to use peer pressure and make we drink strait rum from the bottle. I did that 3 times before choking. I hate liquer. It's true. But I do enjoy bean burritoes from Taco Bell. Delicious.
Does anyone ever want to be alone at any time? I don't think so. If they say they the do sometimes I think they are just lying to themselves. Putting on a front most likely. How come people who say they don't believe in love are always so eager to contradict themselves? Why is everyone worried about being successful? Why have to definitions for the word success? A: the attainment of wealth, favor, or eminence. B: favorable or desired outcome. I, myself, am worried about B but most people are worry only about A. Fuck them, their educational achievements, their false idols, and there precious material possessions. Most of all, fuck their ideals. I don't need people like this in my life. I also don't take these people seriously. Sorry. When I think about it, I have friends that believe in def. A and then I have friends who believe in def. B. Only those who fall under B are really my true friends. This might bite me in the ass tomarrow by some realization but right now, I can't think of a way that this is wrong.
Anyone who wants to have some fun, drink maybe, listen to some music, go to a show, or anything you might think that will interest me give me a call at 339-2l8O. |
